waking up

Radiohead: “In Rainbows”

Sep 30
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New album coming out digitally on 10/10/2007… I just ordered it from www.inrainbows.com, and for some reason, you get to decide how much you want to pay for it. No joke…

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Remedy

is a good album.

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My Roommate

Sep 26
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Nate Chan is hilarious… he just said this:

“I don’t care to hang out with guys too much… I mean, what are we gonna talk about? ‘Oh, I like girls; oh, I like music; oh, I like sports.’ Shoot, I’ll just talk to myself.”


Dad

Sep 24
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So I told myself I would do a post on each of my family members eventually, so right now seems like a good time since my Dad just turned 58 yesterday.

So, how can I sum up my dad? He is a wise man, physically strong, and hard working as hell. His hands are tough as nails. I hope one day I will be half as hard-working as he is… I would take over the world. He wants to be a pastor, and is currently interning at EBAC as he finishes up seminary.

My dad has an edginess to him, not really afraid to speak the truth. He never asks for much, and is not afraid to try new things. He loves to talk, laughs quietly, and dances by himself if a good mo-town or soul hit comes up on his playlist. He will dance behind my mom when she is doing the dishes, shamelessly. And he Oh yeah, he listens to Pink Floyd, Santana, Eric Clapton, the Beatles, and Queen Latifah (the album where she sings covers) when he is on his laptop preparing sermons or writing seminary papers.
He loves spicy food, and consistently cooks the best Chinese food I’ve ever had (my mom makes great Chinese food, too, but is more all-around with her style). Ma Po Tofu, Dan Dan Mien, Ma La Hot Pot, all from scratch! He has turned our backyard jungle into an impressive garden that produces roses, various fruit, garlic, and of course, chili peppers. He sports a pink sweater vest, wears yellow shirts, and loves to wear Polos. He’s got a funny sense of style when it comes to colors… sorta Don Johnson-esque.

My dad is the oldest of four brothers, brought up in a pretty strict household. It was tough times for him as a student, because he had severe ADHD, although it wasn’t diagnosed he was forty-something. His parents weren’t very
forgiving. He also had terrible asthma, and back then, they had no fast-acting inhalers. He had to get giant shots at the hospital when it got really bad, but most nights he would just sleep on his knees with his face in his hands. He fell in love with American music in his young adult days, and married the wrong woman. Later on, he came to the states, and pursued my mom, who eventually gave in. He married again, and my brother came right away. Along the way, he turned to give his life to Christ (1990, I believe).

My dad worked several random jobs at different points in time (bus boy, street vendor), and eventually took a huge risk and started up his own shoe company. In Motion it was called, and it was centered around a pretty great product: washable leather shoes. They were casual (again, Don Johnson), and should have been popular. He invented a few things, patented some of his processes, and ran it for several years. Northern Exposure even wanted to use his stuff (remember that show?). Anyway, it all tanked, and my dad hit what he calls his lowest point. Wrestling with the weight of the failure of the business, money becoming a nightmare, and the confusion of it all was crushing. He even got jacked by another company that made him drive to LA every week to work, and never got paid. It was in all the darkness, in this desperate hour of need, that he sensed God spoke to him three times. God told him that he was made fearfully and wonderfully and that he was a beautiful creation, and that God alone had the right to be angry about injustice because of the Cross.

This is the type of person my dad is… has seen rough times but remains humble, impulsive but a dreamer. He loves his wife, he loves his family, and he loves the Church. He also snores really loud.

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The Meaning Behind the *

Have you ever wondered why David Crowder*Band seemed to sport the asterisk in their name? It seems like it is everywhere (although somewhat inconsistent)–it’s on books, t-shirts, rave cards, and all the CD inserts–even just DC*B a lot of the time. When I first noticed this, I became intrigued… but not nearly curious enough to search for answers.

Nevertheless, I found my answer. I actually stumbled upon this idea way back in my first year at UCLA, maybe 2002ish when I first got a copy of All I Can Say.

Check it out: in All I Can Say, the UBC Band (one album before they transformed into the new lineup and the new name of DC*B) willfully puts the acoustic rendition of “Come Thou Fount” at track number thirty-four, after the last song at number eleven. This means tracks 12-33 are silent, filler tracks. And wouldn’t you know it? The Dave Matthews Band (a.k.a., the DMB) released an album a while before this, called Under the Table and Dreaming and yep, you guessed it, there are thirty-four tracks on this one with tracks 12-33 serving as silent tracks. Dave Matthews wrote a 34th untitled track and decided to put it in its right place on the album… David Crowder’s reasoning? To IMITATE Dave Matthews.

Add on top of that the Matthews-esque acoustic guitar riffs in Make a Joyful Noise/I Will Not Be Silent, Rain Down, and God of Creation, and there you have it, case-closed… DC*B is a joke on DMB. Both are extremely unoriginal band names, and both bands are self-effacing about it as well.

Anyway, I deserve a good reader award or something.  This is what I get for being bored at 2AM.


Imported

I have officially switched from Blogspot to WordPress.  All my old entries are available here for your entertainment.


LA Reflections…

This past weekend was the most busy weekend of my life. I drove down to LA to make it down for Robert’s birthday and just to see old friends. It was probably the most stressful time I’ve ever had with the goal in mind of just purely having fun and hanging out.  It didn’t help that it started and ended with stressful stuff (car broke down, got towed, got a rental on the way down, picked up my car in bakersfield, went straight to work in SJ for the way back up).

I am not Superman™. I need downtime. But even while I was hanging out with old friends, I was still packing each day full of time with people.  I surpassed my own limitations of extroverted-ness trying to relive old glory days or just catch up with too many people.  Angela said something pretty profound… “With old friends, you feel like you have to make up for lost time, but it’s not possible.”  With the people closest to me (Robert or Moe or Mike), though, it just feels like we pick up wherever we left off, which is nice.

Overall, the trip was good, bittersweet… definitely more enjoyable than the trip I took when I quit Guitar Center and came down all emotionally beaten from life, feeling uprooted, lonely, and confused by the transition to San Jose/working/Haven. That was a tough trip, filled with many moments of self-doubt.

I saw how much I really missed Robert (practically my brother; lived with the guy for two years).  I asked Robert if he thought our paths would ever cross again. And I keep “prophesying” that we will start a church together. Hahahaha…  But hey, if it ever did happen, it could be a matter of a few years from now.

Questions arise again as to what my old group of friends is up to, whether we are “living it right” or missing the point (as if there were no gray areas).  But I think something resounds above it all… this question of faithfulness:  Are we being faithful?  The opportunities we are given, the family we are born into, the friendships we have, our money, our time… are we being faithful to God in all of them?  I think faithfulness is extremely important because we don’t really ever have the oft-hoped for picture of what God wants from us, the cystal clear vision God has for our lives.  Vision is important, don’t get me wrong…  But we cannot neglect the now, the very immediate moment where the seemingly small choices we make today shape who we are becoming.

I told Elton in an e-mail before I knew I was coming to San Jose that I was learning that you cannot pick and choose what to be faithful with, and that all of life is to be brought under the lordship of Jesus.  Crazy how that is still the case two years later, and even truer now.


Remedy is Coming…

Sept. 25th, pre-order now!

Enjoy the e-card

David Crowder*Band


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Exploding Dog, Anyone?

I have followed the work of artist, Sam Brown for a few years now… His site is called Exploding Dog.  Describing his style before you view it, kinda spoil it. It’s stupidly brilliant, I’d say…  Just look.

He does this bit of art where he will take captions from you, and using the caption as a creative prompt, will draw something. I sent him one just for fun, and he got to it within a few days.

It’s called, “I Want to Believe You.”


The Starfish and the Spider

So I have been reading “The Starfish and the Spider: The Unstoppable Power of Leaderless Organizations…”

The Starfish and the Spider (Front Cover)

This book challenges long-trusted views of top-down business… it challenges the efficacy of hierarchical leadership, and centralized organizations (where control and information are concentrated in a few people/in one place). The metaphor for these organizations is a Spider. If you cut off a leg, the Spider will be severely impaired, and if you cut off the head, it will die. But then there are Starfish organizations… if you cut off the leg of a Starfish, some kinds will not only regenerate the part that is cut off, but the severed leg will become another Starfish!

So what would happen if it wasn’t always about a central place, a central authority figure? What if everyone had embedded in them the mission to reproduce, build up, or contribute to the larger whole? It provides a pretty sober take on what happens in businesses, Native American tribes, Alcoholics Anonymous, and the music industry when leaders have little or no desire to take a centralized leadership role; and in some of these, authority and control is sometimes robbed by the people (think Napster).

Leaders who let go of knowing it all, controlling and measuring results, and trade it for empowerment… leading by influence, giving things away, taking a hands-off approach… this book talks about the benefits of this view of creating movements and organizations. Sounds chaotic, no? But somehow, allowing for uncomfortable and even frustrating levels of chaos allow for creativity and many times, emotional investment in those who are a part of these movements/organizations.
Take for example, Wikipedia… completely edited by the world at large, it is incredibly accurate. Researchers hold that Wikipedia topics range from having around four or five inaccuracies, whereas scholarly encyclopedias have two or three. The people who started Wikipedia don’t even know who hosts the pages. Millions of users have the ability to beautify or ruin the writing of Wikipedia, but from the perspective of one of its founders… when you give people the opportunity to do good and empower them to do so, most of the time, they will want to contribute.

If you look at eMule or Kazaa-Lite, Bittorrent, Yelp, YouTube, Craigslist, Urban Dictionary… all of these are built around the concept that individulas can contribute to a larger community, and for the most part, people are willing, and make these programs/websites useful.

There’s much more to the book… hard to say more here about it, but there are some huge implications… very profound implications, for the way in which we engage people, and of course the world. From business to religion, technology to art, economics, the idea that community and positive change happen best within the context of a certain level of chaos really challenges my view of how to “do” church. Because as Elton says, people will be people, and in the Christian life, it is much more about your life than it is about your words.